So sorry to hear (and read) that you have suffered because of someone's mean jealousy...There are some people that really have that kind of 'gift' so that they can hurt people so much and make them feel unsecure and vulneralbe...I know that feeling of betrayal and unbelonging,it happened also to me and I've lost what I have considered my best friends last year due to something like this that happened to you.The thing is that they were not real friends,they hid their jealousy only to bite me with it when I less expected it,when I really needed their help.These people can hurt in such a way that they leave you wondering what you have done to deserve that,if there's something wrong inside you to be hurt so much...
I tell you, the thing that can lift you up from this situation is the strength you will find in the people who really really love you,and these people are the ones who stick with you whatever happens.
And let me tell you also: your fics rock!!!!!!!! ^___^