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Ariadne ([personal profile] ariadnem) wrote2005-04-11 12:12 pm

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I thought i'd gone through all this and that the issue was over, yet I realise is not like that. And I hate the feeling of it...I never thought I was going to feel blue about all this again.

I don't belong anywhere in Internet. It feels horrible to know you don't belong to a place or to something. it's even worst when everything you do is simply not good enough. Or you simply don't d what others do.

I getting tired of all this; of these feelings *sigh* of everything.

There are people who have it all before their faces yet they don't see it. I wonder how many times something like this has happened to me before or will happen

anyhow...I better shut, don't want this to end up being bluer than I want it to be...

[identity profile] scorpioyue.livejournal.com 2005-04-11 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yes, I read about it! I know it's hard to hear when people say bad things to you, because you can't stop wondering why did they say that or if they're right even in a tiny bit. But please, ignore the stupid things that some people say! You really don't know how much it bothers me this kind of people that have no respect for others' feelings! >:(

Internet is such a wide and large place... It's hard to find a place where you belong. Just be yourself. Know that there are people who do care. :)

[identity profile] ariadnem.livejournal.com 2005-04-12 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
It's hard to find a place where you belong. Just be yourself.

I used to feel that I belong somewhere. I had my friends and I lost them, then I got some of them back. That was tough and I certainly didn't like that experience which btw was a consequence of that "woman's" doing. Anyhow...

I am who I am. I've got a friend who describes nme as someone caring, loving and sort of depressive. I don't tend to get blue often. I've discovered it happens to me b/c of my writing or people's indiference (whether that's towards me or stuff)

Know that there are people who do care

I'm sorry you've had to put up with me. (sorry for any future time as well.)

Thanks

[identity profile] scorpioyue.livejournal.com 2005-04-12 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry. We all have times like this. ;_;

By the way, I already finished your request. It's posted at my lj. ^^U

[identity profile] ariadnem.livejournal.com 2005-04-12 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you

I'm checking your LJ right the way