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[ariadnem]

I thought i'd gone through all this and that the issue was over, yet I realise is not like that. And I hate the feeling of it...I never thought I was going to feel blue about all this again.

I don't belong anywhere in Internet. It feels horrible to know you don't belong to a place or to something. it's even worst when everything you do is simply not good enough. Or you simply don't d what others do.

I getting tired of all this; of these feelings *sigh* of everything.

There are people who have it all before their faces yet they don't see it. I wonder how many times something like this has happened to me before or will happen

anyhow...I better shut, don't want this to end up being bluer than I want it to be...

Comments

[sagakure.livejournal.com]

T_T
Uhm...if it helps at all, there's people who like you, out here on LJ.

We don't know each other much, but I know what you are talking about. I hope you feel better. ^^/
I felt like that in the past too, long time ago.
You don't need to do what the other people do to be liked. ^_^/
This might sound a bit cliche, but I mean it : just be yourself, and do what you like, and what makes you have fun. ^_~ You'll end up finding people who have similar interests. The feeling of belonging somehwere ends up coming naturally when you enjoy what you're doing and have fun. ^^

I hope it helped a bit, sorry if it didn't. I kinda suck at finding the right words to comfort someone. ^^;

Bueno...

[milosflaca.livejournal.com]

VOy a escribir esto en español, porque de verdad las groserias en ingles no hacen justicia a lo que esta pasando aqui.
Primeramente Ariadna, Margarita o como quiera que desees llamarte, me parece increible que le estes haciendo caso a una pobre pendeja sin vida, que aparte de no tener nada que hacer con su tiempo libre, se da el lujo de menospreciar a un ser humano por su forma de escribir.
En segundo lugar, she is not a big deal. Su alma del asesino estaba... digamos digerible.
Ada por ejepmlo no pudo pasar nisiquiera de la segunda pagina y vaya que Ada lee de todo.

No es posible que sigas sintiendote mal por eso. osea get over it.
ESO era lo que queria esa pinche vieja sin queacer: Marcarte para que te quedases traumada y que no volvieras a escribir y lo peor, queria que TU misma despreciaras tu trabajo.
SAbes que? Stop it! ya es suficiente.
TU tienes la razon y ella no.

Esa pobre estupida gano porque ya te hizo la vida miserable para siempre, mientras que TU bien podrias estar festejando que A) te deshiciste de una alimañan como ella y B) que tu puedes explorar el fandom en una manera en la que ella no.
Aqui se te quiere y se te acepta.
Deja de flajelarte, que no vas a consetguir nada con eso, solo demostrale a esa pobre pendeja que gano y que obtuvo lo que quiso.
Asi que por favor sinceramente, deja de hacerte chaquetas mentales y sigue adelante o.k?
Que los demás no somos higado picado. Apreciamos tu estancia en el fandom y quedaria un hueco grande si te vas.

Asi que animo y pintale cremas a esa estupida que no vale la pena.
Velo de esta manera, perdiste a una amiga, si. Pero ganaste muchas más de lo que esa estupida jamás ganará.

p.s
Y perdon por la franqueza y rudesa... pero ya estuvo bueno.

[luxshine.livejournal.com]

Ook.

What is it with today? the "All of Ada's friends get depressed on the net" day? Ari, I'm going to tell you a few truths here, and you know that I can be way too blunt, so please, don't get mad.

First of all. I went to read the other post you mentioned to sagakure about your bad experience.

Please! ARe you letting HER and her bs control your life? The one who would be willing to lick your frigging ass just because she thought you could get her near the 'percieved' BNFs of the Saint Seiya Fandom? We're talking about the same her who would change fandoms in a second if we told her that the "thing" to get "in" the Saint Seiya fandom is to write Indiana Jones/StS crossovers, her opinion shouldn't weight on you like that.

Second. "Belonging" to an Internet cliqué is not that important. "Getting" into a fandom nowadays is worse than getting into a soriority. It's not only enjoying the series, you also have to be a "good fan" and you know what? It's not worth it. It's not worth the effort and it's not worth the depression.

You have friends here in LJ, and I only have to see the way your posts get answers to see that. You have friends in the msn chats, and you can't tell me you don't as that's how we met. I'm pretty sure you also have friends in forums and such. SO don't worry that much.

I've found that the fandoms where it's worth belonging are the ones in which you can just say "Hi, my name is... and I like this series" and not worry about more than enjoying yourself. If you don't enjoy yourself, don't bother.

So, smile, cheer up and don't get blue. AS you say, people often don't see what they have in their faces. You do belong somewhere in the Internet, it's only that you haven't noticed it yet.