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[ariadnem]

I thought i'd gone through all this and that the issue was over, yet I realise is not like that. And I hate the feeling of it...I never thought I was going to feel blue about all this again.

I don't belong anywhere in Internet. It feels horrible to know you don't belong to a place or to something. it's even worst when everything you do is simply not good enough. Or you simply don't d what others do.

I getting tired of all this; of these feelings *sigh* of everything.

There are people who have it all before their faces yet they don't see it. I wonder how many times something like this has happened to me before or will happen

anyhow...I better shut, don't want this to end up being bluer than I want it to be...

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[ariadnem.livejournal.com]

I think I've never defended myself against anyone's attack, others yes, not myself. I know who I am and who i'm not. I might be really insecure about my writing, but I'm way too secure about myself in terms of what people do to me.

I can put up with a lot 'till I'm fed up w/ stuff and send everything to hell. Just like I did with that b****. (sorry, after so long, I cvan't find another way of calling her)

I love writing and enjoy it greatly< more after I wrote that post I showed you yesterday. I know I have no one but myself to please, but it's always nice when someone else enjoys it.

"the best revenge one can get it to become happier than those who try to hurt you"

mmmmm...seeing from that POV...I've got my revenge, haven't I?

You can find a place where you'll get that feeling of belonging.

^^

Thank you so much, your words have really helped me.

[sagakure.livejournal.com]

I'm happy I could help, at least a bit. ^_^/

[ariadnem.livejournal.com]

You did ^^