Rant and more rant

[ariadnem]

Whoever reads my LJ would think I'm not a happy person.  I rant too much, I complain about things too much, I let some things get to me too easily.  Contrary to all that, I am a happy person.  I have a wonderful husband.  An incredible pet and a very good life.  However there are things that get to me.  I can't help it.  *sigh*

Now, I feel again like I can't say anything here...I don't like that feeling surrounding me.  I've already deleted a blog and stopped writing in another as to stop doing it here.  I thought I could feel safe here...what a lie that has been...it seems I can't.

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[EDIT]One thing, everyone who's commented here has told me about what I write. That is not a problem for me. I guess if people don't want to read whatever is here, they just go to another place where they might feel more comfortable; the things is, and the point that has been bothering me is that I don't want to be scolded in my own place. I can't take that. I won't. When I said that I felt like I couldn't say anything here, was because of that; because I feel like I'm going to be scolded and I'll answer bad to that. If you guys, feel fine coming and reading whatever I have to say, I thank you for that; for your support and all the good things you always say to me; and you're always more then just welcome. I love having you around, getting to know a little bit more about me.

I won't simply allow someone to come and hurt me by nagging me as if I were a child. Sorry, I'm too old for that; and not even my mamma does that. This is my point. No scolding. I'm too respectful as to do it and too proud as to accept it.

Comments

[lady-hook.livejournal.com]

I'm with sagakure and cygny: this is your lj so you're entitled to write what you feel you need,you don't have to be thinking maybe if I write this or that some people will think this or that of me...If someone feels offended by what s/he reads at your journal then better he shouldn't do it!!Just be yourself and write what you feel,here we are to be with you!!!!!
Na, don't worry,here at lj we all get our moods out and express all our anxieties, frustrations,depressions and so on 'cos we NEED it. Not the attention, but the fact of writing it down and seeing then...and once you feel alright again you can delete the pessimistic post (it would be delightful to be able to do it in real life...)or simply look at it again days after and think wtfh was I thinking to write this??? XDD
But yes,the filter is a good idea...if someone is just complaining about your more personal rants you can use it,but this is your lj so you write what you want!!!! ^^3

[ariadnem.livejournal.com]

This is my LJ, yes, however, some people believe that just because they're my friends, they can come here and scold me, which is what I don't like. I believe that just because you're my friends. you understand my rants and won't judge them or me. That's what I really hate.
And yes, never thought about it until Sagakure mentioned it, I guess filters will do just fine.
^^