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X-mas and New Year have been kinda weird for me for the past years, especially since my grandms died, My family is not the same, I'm not the same, however, ever since he's in my life, things have taken a brand new perspective and all in all it's fine.

New Year's Eve *sigh* I'm too old for being here trying to remember a lot of things all over again. These past few days have just been the perfect excuse for me and my own recollections. Things I've thought were already forgotten, as much as good things as bad things, but memories nonetheless. *shudder* it's been good to bring all those memories back. The games with my childhodd friends; the fights, the good moments, my aunt's and grandma's cooking...even my mum's hug...it's all been just a moment for going back to the past.

I love December; I have to admit it, and I also have to say that I don't feel ashamed...I love Christmas and love the New Year coming. It takes me back to things I really treasure.

The past few days have also been a moment for me to get too trascendental regarding myself and my life. I hope to come up with something, not only really worthy but true...it's not good to let me think this much...when a Scorpion starts thinking about life and death...got too messy...*sigh* and I'm no exception.

It's been a lovely evening. I've made my New Year's wishes...but for now, the most important one is that I'll try to be happier. Yes...happier.

I hope everyone has a wonderful 2005 and that all the wishes coming from your heart will actually come true.