Rant and more rant

[ariadnem]

Whoever reads my LJ would think I'm not a happy person.  I rant too much, I complain about things too much, I let some things get to me too easily.  Contrary to all that, I am a happy person.  I have a wonderful husband.  An incredible pet and a very good life.  However there are things that get to me.  I can't help it.  *sigh*

Now, I feel again like I can't say anything here...I don't like that feeling surrounding me.  I've already deleted a blog and stopped writing in another as to stop doing it here.  I thought I could feel safe here...what a lie that has been...it seems I can't.

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[EDIT]One thing, everyone who's commented here has told me about what I write. That is not a problem for me. I guess if people don't want to read whatever is here, they just go to another place where they might feel more comfortable; the things is, and the point that has been bothering me is that I don't want to be scolded in my own place. I can't take that. I won't. When I said that I felt like I couldn't say anything here, was because of that; because I feel like I'm going to be scolded and I'll answer bad to that. If you guys, feel fine coming and reading whatever I have to say, I thank you for that; for your support and all the good things you always say to me; and you're always more then just welcome. I love having you around, getting to know a little bit more about me.

I won't simply allow someone to come and hurt me by nagging me as if I were a child. Sorry, I'm too old for that; and not even my mamma does that. This is my point. No scolding. I'm too respectful as to do it and too proud as to accept it.

Comments

[cygny.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, don't you stop writing. I mean, LJ is all about ranting and whining. Don't stop because you think that people might think anything about you. If they don't want to read, they're not obliged. It'd be a terrible loss not to have you here anymore, I'd miss you! And you know, underneath the rants and stuff, the way you write all that, it doesn't show a non-happy person. *hugs*

[ariadnem.livejournal.com]

I don't mind what a lot of people think about me. I guess the ones who are in my flist are people I can trust. What I don't like is being scolded for what I write; I mean, isn't this place for exorcising my demons and even having a little fun??? That's what I just don't get. *sigh*
It's SO good to have you around. Thanks for commenting precisely when I needed it the most.
*hugs back*