Rant and more rant

[ariadnem]

Whoever reads my LJ would think I'm not a happy person.  I rant too much, I complain about things too much, I let some things get to me too easily.  Contrary to all that, I am a happy person.  I have a wonderful husband.  An incredible pet and a very good life.  However there are things that get to me.  I can't help it.  *sigh*

Now, I feel again like I can't say anything here...I don't like that feeling surrounding me.  I've already deleted a blog and stopped writing in another as to stop doing it here.  I thought I could feel safe here...what a lie that has been...it seems I can't.

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[EDIT]One thing, everyone who's commented here has told me about what I write. That is not a problem for me. I guess if people don't want to read whatever is here, they just go to another place where they might feel more comfortable; the things is, and the point that has been bothering me is that I don't want to be scolded in my own place. I can't take that. I won't. When I said that I felt like I couldn't say anything here, was because of that; because I feel like I'm going to be scolded and I'll answer bad to that. If you guys, feel fine coming and reading whatever I have to say, I thank you for that; for your support and all the good things you always say to me; and you're always more then just welcome. I love having you around, getting to know a little bit more about me.

I won't simply allow someone to come and hurt me by nagging me as if I were a child. Sorry, I'm too old for that; and not even my mamma does that. This is my point. No scolding. I'm too respectful as to do it and too proud as to accept it.

Comments

[muinteor.livejournal.com]

I know you are a happy person, my friend. You have a wonderful life, and everything is going so well.

This LJ of yours is wonderful. It's like the Marggy-news.

I tune in every day to see how my friend is doing.

We're here for the good and the bad, to cheer you on during the good times and to cheer you up during the bad times.

Don't you think about what others will think when you write here.

Be yourself, please. Write whatever comes to mind.

I understand everything you write here, and I'd like to think that you're not holding something back for fear of offending someone.

This is your place, only yours, no one else's.

You are safe here. It is not a lie. You can say whatever you want here, and your friends will listen.

No fear, okay?

You write what you want, and don't you stop.

May the words of Marggy go on forever!